only thing I miss about having a dummy boyfriend is being aware that there’s someone there who you know thinks you’re alright and you know you have someone to sit next to and talk to when you need a bit of comfort by putting your legs next to theirs otherwise it’s very risky
I’d write this garbage down in my journal but it’s dark and I’m in my friends front room
I gave therapy like a very good go, I transferred doctors to get free sessions and everything, I did it for two months and it was the biggest waste of time. it works for some people and not others but I don’t think that going to a place to talk about yourself which doing so makes me hurt with embarrassment where I can’t even take myself seriously was really the best option for me.
Anonymous said: how does one get boys to make out with them /
I really try hard to be happy and I’m friends with really amazing people and I know how lucky I am, I just really want to cut the wires if you know what I mean? I’m not just feeling blue i feel like everything I say and everything I do is the worst thing I’ve ever done, and everyone around me knows it and wish I would leave. I feel really stupid and embarrassed to live in this flesh prison (I don’t know who to talk to about it I don’t think anyone really wants to listen which is fine I get it that just means you can get second hand embarrassment by following this blog lol )
an out-take lol , i have no drawings to post because I’m staying in London
Safari festival was cool by the way thanks comics friends, I am friends with v. talented and supportive ppl
thnks 2 donya, jack, joe, zoe, simon and tom and it was cool meeting connor ( tom and simon did a good job well done ) I hope we can all hang out again before I move away